“That Was Then”
Some women never see their worth
Until they’re broken beyond repair
They never get to live the life created for them
Simply because their inability to let go of the pain holds them back
I never knew who to blame for that
Was it the man who put his hands where they didn’t belong
Was it the family who constantly put me in a competition that I didn’t desire to be in
I suppose it could have been the many friends
Who made a hobby out of wronging me
I suppose it could have been the many rumors
That were spread about me
Or should I blame the countless relationships that ended terribly
Or should I blame the situationship that ended with a miscarriage
Capture The Moment
“This Is Now”
Why is it that we find solace in being able to blame someone
We put in countless amounts of
Energy
Effort
Time
Into finding someone to point the finger at
What is the benefit behind that
I couldn’t tell you
But I no longer have the desire to blame
Instead
I have the desire to forgive and to heal
You see
There is no one person to blame for an entire life of pain up until this moment
But there is one person who can grow from the pain
Into someone amazing
There is one person who can share life’s lessons with others who have faced the pain
Myself
Where pain ends
Happiness and growth begins
